worklifelove.

ann walsh...beautiful stuff but almost on the edge of being too sterile for me. but megan might love her. the colors are really lovely. i love the fact that they are freestanding objects instead of being on the wall.

okay, so i want to see that doc. i don't have netflix anymore so if you could lend me your password at some point that would be great.

i also saw a documentary at NCECA, called "who does she think she is?" it is about female artists and the balance (or lack thereof) of family and creative practice and how these things are not supported in the same manner as they are with male artists. it was a really good, cathartic experience for me, but pretty much reiterated what i already knew to be true. it's depressing, really. i resent the decisions i feel like i am being forced to make in order to have a creative life. i don't actually feel i could give my studio practice the attention it deserves and have a family at the same time. i came to this conclusion at age 12, and i still feel the same way. it makes me sad, but it's a decision that i'm mostly okay with.